This has not been a banner day in HeartSongs Land. Oh, my heart is chug chug chugging along. At times I was thinking my heart rate was a little low oddly enough. Low for me anyway. So, I might have to try adjusting when I take my meds – like instead of two times in 24 hours, maybe two times in 36 hours or something. I dunno. And LG’s new Leapster, which was working fine yesterday, even after I changed the batteries, mysteriously will not turn on this morning. Sad little girl. But all of that pales in comparison to the news that Mike’s grandfather has stopped eating and drinking. To me that says he’s reached the end of his road and he’s ready to be done. So, it could be anytime now I guess. I pray that it is painless and peaceful and I pray that the family – all of us, including a little girl who loves her “Pop Pop Pop” – are able to handle it with grace. Prayers are welcomed and encouraged.
So, I guess when life hands you lemons, it’s even more important to find grace in small things, no matter how hard it may be. I think I might have to steal some grace from someone else for a few of these, though. I hope she doesn’t mind!
1. My friend’s daughter got cast in a role in a church youth group fundraiser! Yay!
2. And her son wrote a stellar book report – called by his teacher “the best book report she’d ever read”. Yay again! (I totally need to read that book report.)
3. She also got good news from the insurance company. Yay yet again!
Okay, time to come up with some of my own grace…
4. Mindless computer games to take your mind off things like very ill grandpas and stupid heart medication and money worries.
5. And the fact that our little girl had the chance to know and love her “Pop Pop Pop” for four years. That’s something to be thankful for. I hope she always remembers him and holds him in her heart.
