You know what my favorite moment of the day is?
Strangely enough it’s not putting my baby to bed, because I actually miss her when she goes to sleep for the night. Not surprisingly, it’s not the moment I hear her crying in the monitor and realize that she’s probably not going to cry herself back to sleep this time.
No, my favorite moment of the day is when I walk quietly into her room so as not to wake her daddy, and lean over her crib and say good morning and she looks up at me with those big trusting eyes and her little face erupts in a smile of pure joy.
Because she’s happy to see me.
Because maybe that moment of the day is her favorite, too.
And maybe she misses me while she’s in her bed away from me.
That moment, that incredible moment when I can see how much she loves me is beyond a doubt my favorite moment of the day.
And I’m going to store all those morning moments away for the future, so I can remember them when she buries her head under the pillow and grunts at me because she doesn’t want to get up or she says those three awful words that all kids say at one time or another or she slams the door in my face or any number of things that will break my heart.
In those moments, I will remember that when she was small, my face was the face she most wanted to see when she woke up in the morning, that she looked forward to seeing, that she depended on seeing and that she loved maybe more than any other face in the world.